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not sure how to put this into words

enjoying imagining where I am,
the particularities,
of where i live,
where i was before,
where i might be going next,
all as a sort of combination that isn't perfect at all but will also never come again

thinking about a time when I was on a hike with a friend in a forest that I will probably never go back to and don't even know exactly where it is
and I stopped and was looking down some train tracks that were really beautifully overgrown
and my friend was calling to me
up ahead saying that the sun was setting and we needed to get back

and I was feeling I can't soak in all this beauty and I will never be back here again and that's kind of beautiful too