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It’s really hard not to look at my Patreon numbers and think of them as a measure of the value of my life. Like, “wow I’m worth $5.”
I just… want that number to get up to phone bill paying range so I can rely less on my partner… feel like less of a burden. I know I still need a “real job” by the end of august to pay my loan debt. I’m dreading that.
Sunbeam City is a anticapitalist, antifascist solarpunk instance that is run collectively.