.ex//weis @exweis@sunbeam.city

I just want to complete one fucking story, or one piece of art, that people tell me that they like, that way I can feel like a person for once.

... I held it off for a couple hours at least. :/

I am trying so hard to not let my brain ruin my happiness today. I'm going to accomplish things dammit.

Shout out to whoever it was that bought my dumb little music + zine bundle on itch. Still 19 hours left on that thing btw.

https://itch.io/s/73759/summerbirthday-sale-2022

I just… want that number to get up to phone bill paying range so I can rely less on my partner… feel like less of a burden. I know I still need a “real job” by the end of august to pay my loan debt. I’m dreading that.

It’s really hard not to look at my Patreon numbers and think of them as a measure of the value of my life. Like, “wow I’m worth $5.”

I’m sick of hearing about how there are “still good republicans.” No there fucking aren’t. There aren’t even good democrats. Either help build something new or get out of the way. Stop telling me that a better world isn’t possible.

Also tomorrow is my birthday so, idk. Patreon.com/exweis

New art.

https://www.instagram.com/p/CfhbQ4YvzNH/?igshid=NWRhNmQxMjQ=