(-) but I'm ok dw
I haven't really been talking to many people in general tbh. I have like 3 friends that I'm happy about and trust, which is good, but I'm scared of making new friends.
Pretty much every social interaction gets me misgendered for sexist reasons, and having to deal with millions of microagressions wears you down when they all add up to seeing you as subhuman. And the worst of all, I don't feel supported anywhere, not even leftist spaces, with so many people doubting what I have experienced.
I think I'm just overly sensitive to discrimination. It gets tiring to think about.
I'm just going to focus on having fun with my special interests, make my garden super nice and start drawing more again.
Sunbeam City is a anticapitalist, antifascist solarpunk instance that is run collectively.