So since I obviously hate myself, I'm gonna try and go from a new account to a maxed-out house in one day. And I'm streaming it because my tortured screams apparently make for good entertainment. So if you're free in about two hours (12 pm EDT), feel free to pop in.
And why is it that nowadays with these "bi-partisan" arguments, it really comes down to "do you care about people dying or nah?" And this really shouldn't be such a controversial question! Like, what the fuck is wrong with you?
July 4, Hawaii, Independence
Neofeud is a game about my experiences growing up in Hawaii's ghetto, being a social worker & STEM teacher for poor, homeless, refugees, mostly non-white kids in slums of Hawaii the tour buses avoid, while living out of a van. 100% of sales go to putting a roof over my kids' head.
mental health mayday (anxiety, racial violence, death, Hamilton #BLM)
I have a long history of having sudden panic attacks about death and dying (which I ended up calling "death frights"), and when I say long I mean since my single digit days. Over the past 6 years or so I've been working to become more at peace with the concept of death and the death frights had significantly lessened in intensity and frequency, from a once-a-week thing to once every blue moon. However, with everything going on, reading about people's horrible deaths, the lynchings happening across the country, my grasp on peace has been looser and looser. Yet, somehow watching Hamilton last night and then finding out the intentionality behind Breonna Taylor (and more lynchings) today has me teetering the edge.
Long story short, I'm not doing well, holding on but not sure how long I can, please help. Try anything.
Streaming Animal Crossing at 3 (in an hour and a half), if you wanna pop in.
stress, medical issues, money
All I keep thinking about is "I don't have anything but flats and Converses", "supportive shoes are way expensive", "I haven't found one deodorant that works for me and doesn't give me cysts", "whyyyy a smart watch?"
I just... I am stressed. And I feel like because I can't afford these solutions I'm going to be unhirable and falling apart and getting worse for the rest of forever. And I am stressed.
Soft Black Girl, geeky, crafty, dreams of building a self-sustaining intentional community.
profile pic by Geneva B. (gdbee on Instagram)
Sunbeam City is a anticapitalist, antifascist solarpunk instance that is run collectively.