menziesii is moving @menziesii@sunbeam.city

- the way their faces look when they read something they're interested in
- the way we share warmth when we have our arms over each other
- the endless conversations we can all have with our eyes
- the way one of them waves back to me the way I wave to them (I normally just bend one finger a few times because I'm anxious)
- how they check whether I'm nonverbal or just being quiet
- the ways our laugh noises all borrow from each other's
- the way we all yell Sweet Caroline in the car
- how they all love cats

Well, there goes my microwave!

I guess I'm @menziesii now?

Looks like I'll have to be moving my home instance? That should happen this afternoon.

in my lab looking at moss, my buddy is doing homework nearby since I offered the space, someone's nearby looking at marine invertebrates while on a conference call talking d&d...

- Devil's Spoke by Laura Marling. The lyrics "All of this can be broken/All of this can be broken"

- My friend last night. They said Thank you for being here, Thank you for all this, Thank You.

- Lavender on grey and the confusion between the colors.

- light fabric through cold air

I'm learning that there are many times when I force myself to be verbal where I feel/would have felt much better and in control if I had let myself "turn off" speaking. Is that still considered nonverbalness when I can force myself to make stuff from noises to sentences?

There's a range of what I can make myself do and some stuff is off limits depending on the situation, but sometimes I can force myself to access a full range of verbal use. But, I feel immediate intense relief and regain my grounding if I remove the obligation to be verbal.

I'm just hoping I'm not a fluke.

can't talk to cops if you're nonverbal in stressful situations

it's a comrade. they ask how I'm doing. their eyes are kind and their presence protective. i am safe and loved. people have my back.

I finally had tacos yesterday!!

Hi! Back from a weekend of traveling! It was very nice to be away from it all. Boston was beautiful and the banh mi was phenomenal

mushroom in question

I went outside and found a huge shelf mushroom, then went inside and had a heart to heart conversation. I'll be okay.

Looking for food recommendations in #Boston! I love breakfast but can't eat potatoes. Otherwise no limits.

I register for classes on Monday at 8:00 AM PST. My flight leaves on Monday at 6:40 AM EST and arrives at 10:20 AM PST. If I'm screwed for classes for having a registration date later than yesterday, how much is a reasonable price for airplane wifi?