Hazel, Goat-liker @Hazelcrazygoatlady@sunbeam.city

Since @tulsi did her intro today, I figured I might as well hop on the belated #intro train:

I'm Hazel, I was born in a broken up hippie commune in Berkeley, a City built on the graves of the Ohlone. 3erd Gen Hippie.

Spent some Time in the sticks of Mendocino County, before moving to Occupied Cherokee land of the Eastern Appalachians for college.

I have an Abiding passion for Agriculture, and using Hot Takes I Don't Believe to force people to see things differently.
Secretary for local HVACco

https://sunbeam.city/media/P9PetUBTMu6kgA1cCqo

I'm sad to report that fascists can in fact make good, clever art.

Thankfully artistic ability is not correlated with good opinions, nor is most fascist art good.

But if we just say "fascism does not good art make", an apolitical marginalized white boy can just pick up Céline and immediatly get radicalized.

when i self harm it has to be an accident. It has to be an accident because then i can gaslight myself into thinking its not self harm later.

So last night, I start carving a piece im doing for closure on this part of my life, but i used my super sharp knife, and in the end my hands were bloody. They were covered in the nicks you get from carving without hand protection, or using correct technique.

Its just a really toxic process that i don't know how to stop, because the conventional advice they give to these situations are how to stop straight up cutting with intent, they don't cover trying to make yourself slip down stairs.

my fingers hurt :(

fuck the military but they make the best damn clothes.

there's a transwoman whose #content I follow (she runs an actual play dnd podcast called ghost puncher core check it out: https://ghostpuncher.net/corps/ ) who changed her name from Eve to Lilith.

which is such a mood

Haddaway has the answers😂 😂 😂

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyaGQPjXGyE

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

If I'm at a shitty diner in the middle of nowhere im gonna be dumping all the sauce i can find on the bland ass food they serve, so its edible... if you wanna choke it down unaided.... well its your choice

I'm sick of Sauce Discourse

when I first listened to one x it was 2007- i had just come to the realization i was a trans woman, but was too scared to tell anyone. So, instead i stared beating the shit out of my bullies which got my hippie parents concerned. I felt like i couldn't tell them since I was convinced if i came out id be hatecrimed. and then I found the magical world of emo: three days grace, linken park, MCR, greenday...
Riot, Hands Held High, The Black Parade, and Know Your Enemy all said one thing to me: you are not alone, and together we can fight back. and got me to channel my emotions in more healthy directions.

I have been a revolutionary since i was 10 thanks to this stuff, and frankly that's why i don't like the way this era gets mocked even by socialists nowadays. like we live in ad-busters now, and the fact that its no long cool to point that out angers me

unironically tho... Three days grace radicalized me-
you feel alienated
you feel stepped on
your not alone
we can join together
let's start a riot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ixZDTiXiHsc

this intro song fuckin bangs ok
http://sinedoo.com/podcasts/humanities-podcasts/the-modern-myth-of-brexit-modern-myth-episode-1/49921/

and done

night everyone

nvm the gladwell thread was my only good twitter posts worth saving

In many ways Malcolm Gladwell is not a leftist, but if you squint you see the leftist ideas hidden within. Like he hates golf courses, not cuz they represent the excesses of our elite, but cuz they are tax dodging and an addictive vice for ceos

In outliers he talks a huge amount about how capitalist meritocracy is a sham, but then in the last few chapters tries to save it. He points out big data sets that prove this like how all the Robber Barons were born in the same decade, and all the early silicon valley ppl were 2... there's some real good scholarship in his body of work that basically disproves neolibralism, and yet he is still at his core a neoliberal.... wild