@siege@octodon.social makes sense and I guess does explain why some trans people like them but I just feel bad when I think about them, guess it's also a reminder of how privileged I am compared to others (including (especially?) other trans people) while still being unable to really do anything to help others so I just end up avoiding thinking about it if I can help it >.>
Probably makes me kind of a piece of shit but it's easier than getting all my shit together and/or just constantly thinking about The Bad Shit