meds, PCOS, health, hirsutism
Finally went to the doctor today. Although my blood work is fine, she believes that I have PCOS because of the body hair that I have copious amounts of. So she prescribed me Yaz that she expects will lower my weight, lift my mood, and eliminate my body hair. I usually hate meds but the weight and mood are out of control so I guess I'll risk the blood clots for 2 weeks at least.
hirsutism, cisgender signifiers
It's a little frustrating that some people get so concerned about my body hair not being on my being. I actually like my mutton chops and happy trail, but one could say that they've GROWN on me.
But they've also made me realize how uncomfortable a person can get when someone doesn't fit into their idea of a gender. And they've also led me to embrace that gender isn't a binary, and got me to express this in photography, and got me to meet other hairy ladies and enbies who are amazing.
I feel like I shouldn't feel the need to depend on my hair for self expression and connection, but I almost feel like I'll be left like a shorn Sampson without it.
I want to wear suits with a flat chest and woo people as a suave and dapper individual.
I also want to have curves for days and wear hourglass corsets while doing pin-up burlesque.
Is this from dancing on the binary line for so many years or just a bisexual mood?
@whyvoneenee as a nonbinary bi.... I don't know but that is a mood
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