Serious existential venting with lots of mentions of violence and what not (not too pessimistic, surprisingly) 

Something has been pestering me tonight, just creeping over me.

Most of my family died in the Yugoslav Wars in the 90s and those that didn't suffered severe consequences from what happened, all inflicted into this country by nationalism and reactionary ideology. Now I live in an awful dysfunctional authoritarian rump state that was left over from it, with no rights and no one to trust in real life as a non-cishet person. All I am trying to do is just trying to get out of it in the near future and live a normal life.

Most importantly, I desperately want to end the cycle of suffering that follows me from generation to generation, and I want to have children and raise them to never have to think about these things again, but guess what, yeah, climate change could make their lives shit too.

I am so terrified of the prospect of a global crisis taking it all away now. 😞

Serious existential venting with lots of mentions of violence and what not (not too pessimistic, surprisingly) 

Also fuck despairing I'm here to settle the score but I'm angry and afraid at the same time (mostly angry).

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Serious existential venting with lots of mentions of violence and what not (not too pessimistic, surprisingly) 

I suppose I finally find solace in the fact that my fucked up past and present are what made me who I am today, and I think I turned out pretty cool. Even if nothing goes right in the future, I've come to a point none of my ancestors could have ever come to.

Also, experts agree the most epic prank to pull on a cop or fascist would be my grandad's Zastava CZ 99 lmao

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