God damn it, I hate living in a world where I have to earn money to survive. There are so many things I want to do but can't/don't want to figure out how to monetize.
I've hit the end of my savings I've been living off of. Plus my car just broke down and I found out I won't get my tax return until September.
I've currently got two part time jobs but the hours aren't enough and are super inconsistent. For my gardening gig, my boss often cancels on me morning of. (I was supposed to work 3 days last week and ended up working none).
But, finding a job I can do that doesn't rot my brain feels near impossible.
I just wish I could spend my life doing things that I felt mattered without worrying about rent or groceries