hi so I have some mutuals that are consistently nice to me, so if you want to get to know each other better and become friends instead of mutuals we could share Discord tags or even Instas.
This also applies to people I’m not following back but have had conversations with me. Ok thx time to go to sleep.
People in my country have started calling the cops on randos they see on the street (aka assuming they’re breaking the lockdown), filming it to shame them on social media and endorsing things like cops slapping a guy who was not resisting. I am so bloody D I S G U S T E D. You’re supposed to lick the boot no need to deepthroat it.
I thanked a cashier for her work and sacrifice being in such a vulnerable position during this scary times so people like me can still take care of their families and she got super teary eyed and super grateful
do I gain anything from that, really? no
but someone feels better because I let myself be honest and vulnerable and that is AMAZING
btw @glitterwitch you ducking rock you’re such a tender spirit and I really feel blessed for having you be this random part of my life 🥰🌸
I’m mentally ill, yes. But am I deceiving people if I don’t disclose it from the very first moment? Hell no. I’m not a ticking time bomb and I can see how it’s really influenced people’s perception of my reactions or actions in a very harming way for me.
This is such an important moment of self discovery I’m sharing live with y’all. I’m proud of myself.
Please don’t ignore this I’m really really confused and lost.
I have to be honest — I’m doubting more and more each day that I’ll make it alive through this lockdown. I’m on day eight and suicidal thoughts are getting harder to reject and my lowkey psychotic symptoms are getting stronger. I don’t have the power to stop this, only to keep postponing it until the day I can’t and it just consumes and breaks me.
Getting used to not being in my early twenties a day at a time.
I love everything creepy and everything nature.
I love to love.
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