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Every time I can't play video games on the desktop for a length of time I suddenly become a lot more capable of dealing with chores and doing stuff I like doing that *isn't* playing video games all day, and I wonder how I could use that to my advantage

Like, now I can't play Half-Life 2 or Baldur's Gate 3 cause I'm sick and I can't sit for too long at the desk or play those games cause I'd just get too dizzy

Today after I stopped spiralling about this weird-ass flu, I... started sketching? And watching some art fundamentals stuff? And wanting to draw more?

But after this passes I'll just go back to the old routine of wake up -> turn on PC -> play video games all day

So yeah idk, I really should build up some discipline is I guess the main takeaway here. Which I assume is done by... having the discipline to not do the things I do in the first place? Just sucks that it requires discipline to train discipline in the first place