the ghoster has become the ghostee
definitely a solid decision on her part
i hate being someone who cries really easily, in all sorts of dumb circumstances. i know it usually comes across as weakness or emotional manipulation so i understand when people react with pity / annoyance, but its still tough bc i do not choose to do it. it's especially weird when i cry out of happiness, or from thinking about something with no relation to what's actually going on around me. can't explain that. i have no idea how people stop themselves.
basically i have a chronic sinus infection (more likely than "a reoccurring cold due to an inexplicably shitty immune system", thanks Doc 1). Doc 2 advises "drinking plenty of camomile tea". it's been 4 months of this, i feel like i'm going nuts here. can no one in this country prescribe me a goddamn antibiotic!!!???
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i'm in that place where i was able to push myself out of a depressive lethargy into a kind of nervous energetic happiness. i feel like I'm high. and also probably like nothing i say makes sense but my friends are used to that already. i'm on the train and i feel like i'm floating in space. objectively better than how i felt yesterday but like yeah it'd be nice to have a working mind.
snail in the big city
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