Self sabotage through avoidance based anxiety
Instead of getting full on anxiety, my brain has learned to avoid the topics all together. Like I have to go pick up a money transfer but I've avoided it for a week because I don't want to get anxious about where to go who do I talk to when I get there. I've done it before i shouldn't be worrying about nothing. But my brains just "nah don't go" "you can do it tomorrow" "let's think about something that's not this topic so you can forget and not go pick up the free money"
Life problems and capitalism induced anxiety
I'm starting to worry about my lack of marketable skills and my lack of education and how I cant support myself and rely heavily on others. If that support stops them I'm basically fucked. I have no preparations for the future. And I'm gonna go back to blocking out these thoughts for a while until they spring up again but worse.
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